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i`m just gonna let out everyting in tiz fuckin post



wad the hell did i do wrong?! i love you so much n al i alwaes get baq is SHIT!



Rmbr tt tym..i cycled 2 ur hs at 3am juz 2 c u coz i missed you so much..i begged cheong 2 follow mi..wad did you do wen u missed mi? or did u even miss mi at al..haizz...



I didn`t miss a year celebratin ur bdae every nov 4..laz yr,i bought u a bdae cake n we celebrated under e blk..n instead of a thank you or wadeva,you scold mi an ass..



When u went for ur hong kong trip,i argued with my mum 2 let mi stay e night out juz 2 c u go..i was also dere wen u came baq.. i was so happi wen i saw u walkin out of the checkpoint 2wards us..bt wen u came,u didn`t evn tok 2 mi..u spoke wid iz n stood beside him..-.-..i was shattered bt i was happi tt u was safe n sound..

Wher we you wen i left for thailand? i was hopin 2 c u in the sea of faces b4 i left n wen i came baq bt u were nowher in sight..



I everytym send u baq afta sch n wen we went out..no matter wad tym it was,i wuld stil send baq coz i was worried 4 ur safety..smetymz i wuld b running lyk a dick 2 catch e laz bus n always gettin scolded by my mum for cmin hme late..i stil rmbr tt tym wen i miss e laz bus 38 n had 2 run 2 tpjc bustop 2 catch bus 9..tan wen cme hme,kena scoldin by my mum..bt it didn`t matter coz i knew u was safe n sound..



U thought i was lustful n oni wan ur body..if u thought tt wae tan u r dumb..if i was lustful,wouldn`t i have force you 2 haf sex wid mi wen u came 2 my house wen no1 was at hme..heck,i didn`t evn atempt 2 remove ur clothes..i wanted ur heart not ur body..i respected u..



My family financial sucks..i saved money 2 buy u gifts wherever i cn..i cut down on smokin 2 save money..i stayed at home when my fwenz call mi 2 go out 2 save money..i skipped meals juz 2 save money..bt i didn`t mind..coz i knew it wuld make u happi..



I had to work coz my family financial went down e drain...i had 2 support miself n pay half my house bills..i work 12hrz a dae,5 daes a week..i tot of u n oni u everytym i work..even you suspected i had a work galfwen..bt i didn`t coz i loved you wid all my heart..



You said my work drifted us apart n tt i wasn`t spendin enuf tym wid u n tt i was alwaes so tired wen i went out wid u on mi off dae..i noe bt i culdn`t help it..wad culd i do..i tot you wuld understand but u didn`t..



I went afta u for 7mths in march 2005 and i finally got on oct 04 2005..tt was e happiest dae of my lyf..i culd stil tel u everytin in detail wad happen tt dae cos i stil rmbr it soo clearly..



You two tym mi, u had other bf`s beside mi n u did stuf tt reali hurt mi..bt i stil 4giv n 4get..



I noe i haf initiated break ups..bt not 1 tym did i break up bcoz i didn`t love you..



Afta our o`s,we knew we wuld go 2 diff schs.. Being so gullible n alwaes havin a new bf wen we brk up,i was plannin 2 b prepared for u to ask mi for a brk or 4 u 2 go out wid another guy..bt tan i did sme selftinkin at hme..i thought 2 myself, u were my gal,i shldn`t b tinkin tiz wae..so i trusted you n dismiss the thought of u leaving mi or betraying mi..coz everytin seem 2 b gg well..



But tan came the dae..i didn`t even giv a shit wad date it was..coz u shattered my heart..i felt lyk i was ran down by a train..u broke up wid mi n told mi u didn`t love mi animre..



Wad the fuck?! wad did i do wrong? hw cme ur love juz died lyk tt? why?



You made mi so damn confuse! i tot e brk up was e end..bt tan i heard rumors of another guy..

2-in-1!! Wad the hell..afta being ur std 4 3yrs,it oni took you at matter of weeks to hold another guy`s hand..haizz..n ur reason was e bez..' i hold on 2 his hand coz it felt lyk i was holdin urz,bt afta awhile,i let go coz it wasn`t'..tt`z e stupidest reason ever! Lucky we didn`t have sex or else you wuld b saein 'i fucked him coz it felt lyk i was fuckin you,bt halfwae thru i left coz it wasn`t'..both lead 2 e same damn theory ryt...my god,u shld b maturin..bt it seems u r gettin mre dumber..



You killed mi tt dae..i gave u my heart..n u left juz lyk tt..e tym wen i needed u so much,u walked out..



I accepted you back afta u two-time mi...i refuse 2 go out wid mi fwenz 2 save $ to buy u gifts..i send u hme to make sure you are safe n sound..i fought wid mi mum juz 2 send u off..i forgive you wen u kol mi an ass wen i bought u e bdae cake..n i`m sure i did alot of other tingz bt i`m juz namin some oni..



And afta al tiz sacrifices i made..u told mi YOU DON`T LOVE ME! wow..i reali haf nth 2 sae..



I fil so used..i reali fil lyk an idiot..You totaly make mi lose mi face..i reali fil lyk shit..



I just hope one day,u wuld b in my shoes..i hope u fil e pain u cause mi..i hope you lose your face..



What goes around cmes around..



No doubt i will alwaes b dere 4 u..no doubt i wil alwaes love you..bt till tt dae cmes,tan my heart wuld b satisfy..i m not a mean guy..u noe tt..bt u haf juz hurt mi too much..too fuckin much..u changed e wae i look at gals now..nw i tink every gal wuld b lyk u..stealin their guy heart and throwin it awae n move on to another guy..haizz..



you killed mi